Saturday, August 15, 2009
Mmmm, sort of. Ok, may not look it, most of the time - or ever, these days, but in my heart, still rockin' the black lipstick and big black mohawk. I do miss it. There are days I wish I could just goth out. Can really only do it at 'halloween' at work.
Oddly enough, banks don't want you coming to work looking goth. I am lucky that I work at the contact center, so you can have tattoos and piercings and stuff. I guess technically I could, but I normally just blend into the background. Really, I generally don't care what I look like. Maybe that's the problem. I'm a working stiff who just wants to get through the day.
I still love all the old goth trappings, but I wouldn't really want to do it everyday. Too much bloody work. And I like different things, not just the black, fishnetty, black eye-liner and hairspray. I love lots of different styles and love 'Lucky' magazine. Is it my youth I miss?
Well, I do still feel goth at heart. I'm goth on the inside. Goth is really a state of mind, not a uniform. So there!